I think i have aspergers syndrome. can anyone confirm it?

im the clumsiest girl you will ever meet. i will trip over nothing, i will fall for no reason, and i have 0 balance.and sometimes i will just let go of something im holding unconciously. im very awkward, i dont know how to respond when someone compliments me, and i feel awkward when people i dont really know are nice to me. sometimes, when i talk about something, i cant stop. i get obsessed with things easily, but i get over it sooner or later. like in 6th grade, i was obsessed with harry potter. when someone teases me jokingly, i take it seriously (only sometimes). and i take figurative things literally. when there a quote or saying that i hear, i will write it down over and over. like the quote from tolstoys, war and peace, "life is fragile and absurd.." i have pages and pages of it written in neat, straight lines. everyone at school says im emo, so i do everything an emo would do, cause i feel like they sorta expect that from me. i would rehearse something to say to someone, then i would stutter( how embaring!). i cant concentrate on school stuff or anything serious. i day dream, and i imagine that im living in a different world. im smart, but i act stupid. im quiet but other times, im loud. i feel confused, and i dont know what to do. im extremely forgetful. like i would get ready to write a report for school, but i suddenly forget what subject the report is for, even though i just saw what it was. i would remember stuff like how many pencils my seatmate at school had in her pencil case last week, but i cant remember what i ate last night. i panic over stupid things, and when im anxious, nervous, or panicy, i cant breathe properly. sometimes i would be in a good mood, and laughing with my friends, then suddenly i would feel out of place and i would just stare blankly ahead. i feel more mature than my other friends and clmates, and i know thing that they dont know. i get distracted by many small things, like a clmate swinging around a pen, or a leaf falling on the ground. i feel like im not right, and i need to know whats wrong with me. i was physically and mentally abused by my parents, my parents got divorced, i attempted suicide by slitting my wrists, found too early, put on suicide tracking program, i cut myself all over my body, sometimes im depressed, sometimes im not. right now im 13.